Day two COVID-19

Well, nothing has really changed I am still being extremely careful and hiding away. I am not bored yet but I am used to being in my room. Every time my phone goes off I'm afraid it someone checking up on me. I just really don't want to tell people right now and to have to talk to them about it. I am scared enough I just don't want to really talk about it because I will start crying and breaking down. I can't express how scared and worried and terrified I am. I don't want anyone else in this house to get this. I am afraid if I get it and my mom the most because she is my caregiver. The boy's arent too worried and it really doesn't seem to phase them but for me, it does big time because I have to rely on my mom to help me in the shower and bathroom sometimes I have to rely on people helping me up the stairs or helping me walk. If I have a seizure I have to rely on people to help me and administer my medication. So as you can see I have to rely on my mom a whole bunch and so many others. When you have physical disabilities and when you chronically ill it can be very difficult when your caregiver gets sick because then it is very highly that you will! I am worried for myself and others in the home but it also ties back to I take a lot of work through others. Today I just laid around watching tv and I blogged on my computer that's basically it. Writing is my way to express myself and doing this blog really helps me in many ways.